Saturday, July 28, 2012

Others

I do want what's best for them and not to be waited on.

I can tell when something is important to them.

Others Instead of Me

I just wanted a safe life racially, not to be a poster for pro-Chinese feelings.

Watching for Your Reaction

I don't at all believe in succumbing to certain messages they give, meaning you should be in trouble for any reaction, like if it's a favor saying they like you over someone else.  I know it could also be if you find joy in outwitting them.  I guess you just have to judge what the person is saying and remember that other people are worth something.

So, basically, I don't believe in it as a test because that's doing the deed.  I know, sometimes I go through those things, but I grew up with that instilled in my functioning because it was true.  I don't do it myself.  I kind of disdain people who do because also they are not nice to me.  That's their problem if they're in league with the person they're dissing.

Out of the Shower

It's really funny when you get people out of the shower.

Just to Annoy You

These days, people don't continue things when you make fun of them, just to annoy you.  Then, that affects you more than you've affected them, in the 1st place, even if it doesn't even make any sense, at all.

Confrontation

It's funny when 2 people in different situations confront one another.

Something There

I found it wrong even just to be safe to try to be like other people.

I think what says it comes from both your heritage and what you do.  It's not about being cozier than the other person culturally.  I mean, it's good to be comfy and cozy.  It's not about rubbing in your race for those who don't need it.

What to Expect

I guess you can find that some things may be going for you, but if you don't do everything you're supposed to for a certain time things won't seem the way you expected.

Confusing Times

Why weren't you there for me when I needed you?

Please, don't mess up my life and come into it, like that.

What's right is what's important, not how old you are, which is also important, did you know?  Huh?  Why do I hear a no?  Is that the influence of others, whom you think I am to respect in a way that shows they are right when they are negative?  What is this?  I mean no harm.  Can you bring light to the situation and what I just wrote?

Tolerant

I found that doing everything right leaves open for adventure and that there has to be ways you can shield yourself from what's unwanted.

Change

Why do people keep assuming things about my way of being connected to heritage-wise, like I'm just a joke?  What you do governs what happens to you when things change.

Ruining My Life

I don't see why so many people think they can "do things" for me and make my life worse than it is in the idea I owe them something for it.

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Why is everyone obsessed with me in every minute detail saying I make suggestions, like I'm a servant?

A Sin

I guess, for me, it's a sin to dye my hair.  I'm so thankful to have it back!  I had shaved it off twice when I didn't like how it was dyed.  I tried to do it myself, and I think it ruined the texture, hard to dye black hair.

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Hard Time Dealing With Others

Why would anyone even think I'd do something wrong to someone else?  That in itself has become a suggestion.  I know people have a hard time dealing with me for unspoken reasons.

People are pretty forward with me, assume logic is nonsense but then do something to really hurt me.

Evil Queen

You can't be there at every corner making sure someone isn't cool|good.  That's like the evil queen in Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs.

Trickery

So, you make it seem like you're casual in such a way to someone, admittedly closing the case.  Then, you act as though that's not so.  Also, you do things you didn't do before, as though it was the other person's fault.  Actually, what I'm thinking, it's none of my business, but it seems like it's there to taunt me.  It's funny when someone isn't open to anyone in society.  Some of those people are or aren't very open to their children, but it would make sense to me not to be, in this day and age.  That kinda ruins for me the opportunity in how I can compare myself to others's messages to me if I want children, some day!  It's all obvious in the plan, upset because someone else has achieved something you thought only you could, which doesn't make sense and I'd think wouldn't be able to happen, shouldn't.  You have to admit how important something is to you.  People look for others who care about them, even younger people.

Admitting You're Just Like Everyone Else ... in Some Way

Some people expect others to do things that they themselves do not do.

Like, they make other people deal with them, but they themselves get aroused when they meet a challenge.

I'm not sure "what" in society that brings up, neither, but I was just reading into something.

Me at Wal-Mart

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Treatment and Discipline

Do you believe that good people have reasons to "make mistakes?"  Also, I'm guessing those "mistakes" aren't so bad as what others are capable of committing.

Do you think good people should be judged harshly for making mistakes that doesn't include premeditated murder or premeditated bodily harm to a degree past a cut?

I learned that it's never right, even for bad people, but it's good to discipline.

"Step Up Revolution"

I really liked the girl and the guy.  The girl reminded me of someone I knew, a lot, and I was even worried she got a hold of their identity online, as I worry with other people, as well, because it was through me that they were like given away, in a way that didn't seem nice in some cases I've seen.  I pretty much wouldn't do it on purpose.

I saw a lot in it, though I'm not used to wording it.

The girl was very reflective and had a spunky spirit.  She was pretty romantic and kind.  She's another accomplice in the line of movies of dancing.

The boy was cute and could function well but obviously chose to be "bad."